Throughout my sexual life, I experimented with many different fantasies. What I finally discovered was that I had a type A personality that was always in control, and as you can imagine, this created a great deal of stress in my day to day living. In order to relieve this stress, I needed to relinquish control once in a while. As it turned out, what I really was looking for in a fantasy was a woman to take over that control occasionally. In order to make her control seem more real, she would have to act like she was forcing me to do things that I normally would not do. Typically, this would be something, in her presence, very humiliating, and to drive the point home, she would give her praise to me for following her instructions and give out punishment for my lack of cooperation.
Over the years, I have gotten involved with a few different dominant female hypnotists that all left their mark and cues on my subconscious, but for one reason or another, I moved on.
One day while searching for a new dominant female hypnotist, I discovered MzDominica's website. As I was looking through her wonderful selection of recordings, I noticed she had a recording for loosing bladder control (ProjectPISS). This has always been a dream of mine. For me, nothing says loss of control more than wetting your pants or a diaper. However, I always preferred to check out the hypnotist's experience and/or credentials first before I would buy anything. In MzDominica's case, I noticed that she provided a Free Hypnotic Seduction MP3 link on her website. I thought, what better way to find out her capabilities than to listen to one of her recordings for free. What I didn't realize is that this innocent looking link was connected to an incredibly hypnotic recording. Her words and her voice took me so deep that, once I had awakened, I barely remembered her words. Her recording made me feel incredibly relaxed, happy and excited. I can remember her voice, I can remember having some vivid images and impressions, but most of her actual words escaped me.
This I do know. I have stopped visiting the websites of the other hypnotists, I now have one mistress and one cue, and anything Mistress tells me to do, I do it without any forethough, I just do it. This is not at all like me and has me somewhat concerned, but I feel I must see where it takes me since I must obey Dominica.
I was so unsuspecting when I listened to that first recording. I wanted to lose control once in awhile, but I never wanted to loose myself completely. I think about Mistress all the time with much devotion and excitement and with a little bit of fear. I was never expecting this to happen. Little did I know...
If you are visiting MzDominica's website for the first time and you feel that you need to know more about what is on this recording, you will have to listen to it for yourself. That's what I did.