handmaiden jessica - Dominica's Stories

As Commanded

nospam@example.com (handmaiden jessica) — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:03:22 -0500

i am SO very happy to be Dominica's handmaiden....She tells me so regularly. Today, as always, i awoke and prepared myself for my humble duties. i quickly bathed in a perfumed tub, brushed my long gorgeous blonde hair, trimmed my nails, then put on the most delicate makeup...as i was about to dress, Dominica provided me with a new uniform, and had me position myself in her chamber, dressed as She has commanded.

i am sitting on a white couch, as Mistress has commanded. i am wearing the magic bracelet given to me by Mistress on my left wrist, and i wear a small ring on my right index finger. Mistress has recently given me this to help me remember things. Red sandals are on my feet...with a four inch heel and two straps around my ankle.. On my torso, i am wearing a white sleeveless bodysuit, which has a ruffled trim around the leg openings and across my beautiful chest. It feels so wonderful on my sexy titties, as Mistress told me it would. Finally, on my legs, i am wearing that very special pair of pantyhose that Mistress gave to me. They feel so sexy on me. i CRAVE to wear these hose for Dominica.

As i sit on this couch, my long blonde hair drapes neatly onto my shoulders, and i can feel their silky caress with each breath. i am sitting on this couch with my right foot on the floor, and my left foot resting on an ottoman, legs slightly parted. My right hand is resting on my right thigh, as i mindlessly STROKE my leg through the hose.

In my left hand, i hold a small perfume bottle that Mistress gave me to hold for her. i am holding it near my face, my elbow resting on my torso. Mistress told me that i would CRAVE the scent...Her scent. She showed me how to squeeze the bottle to produce the magic mist. Its effects were immediate. i suddenly felt pure femininity RUSHING in....deep down i feel happy knowing that Dominica is watching over me.

i stare straight in front of me, with no _expression on my face but a simple contentment. Before me, Mistress has activated a screen with flashing images.

"Thank You, Mistress......i MUST obey Dominica," i say.

"you will is My Will," Dominica commands

"Your Will is my will," i humbly reply

"Very good, my babi girl.....I know that you will make Mistress very happy. I am going out for the day, but I wanted to give you a treat. your empty bimbo brain can't think for itself, so it needs some help. That's why I gave you that simple ring that you wear for Me. Tell Me....why did I give you that ring?"

"When i get too confused by things, i look to the ring and remember that i am Your mindless sexy blonde bimbo slut and that all i need to worry about is being Your mindless sexy blonde bimbo slut and everything is happy again"

"Good girl.....Now, I want you to watch this screen, and whenever you even think that you are having a thought, just close your hands...its that simple.......don't need to think, just squeeze.......thinking about thoughts of thinking in that mindless bimbo brain of your which is not able to think any thinking thoughts of thinking is just too hard....it hurts to even think about thinking.....thinking is hard.....too hard to think.....to hard to think.....just squeeze....so simple.....squeeze and obey......Dominica makes the thinking stop......Dominica makes the thinking stop......so easy to just squeeze.......squeeze........SUGAR....you WILL squeeze your hands whenever a single thought enters your mind.......Good girl.......That's my babi girl......must not think......just squeeze.....Now when I return, I expect to find you still sitting here. Well, slave girl? My most precious handmaiden? What are you to do while I am away today?"

"i must sit here and wait for Your return, as commanded"

"And if a thought enters your head?"

"Dominica has made the thinking stop...."

"Good girl....Well, that's taken care of, I shall return..."

i continued to sit there on the couch as commanded, with my left hand near my face holding the perfume, and my right hand on my thigh. Images flashed in front of my eyes....i could not look away...MUST obey Dominica....must sit here and wait.

Nevertheless, the images were not merely pretty colors, but they contained deeply imbedded subliminals. As i sat there, i begin to feel warmth within my pussy. i stop to think about it, and.....

i SQUEEZE......just as Mistress had commanded. With my right hand, i squeezed my right thigh, feeling the sensual fabric of the hose against my flesh. With my left hand, i squeezed the perfume bottle, releasing another spray into my face. The sudden shock of pleasure was too much, and i realized that i was feeling very good, and....

i SQUEEZE......just as Mistress had commanded. This time, my right hand squeezed a little more to the inside of my thigh, and as i inhaled Mistress's sweet scent, i began to feel the heat building quickly inside me, and....

i SQUEEZE......just as Mistress had commanded. The RUSHING of endorphins throughout my body causes my hips to thrust up....my right thigh brushes against my hand, and i am shocked by this, and.......

i SQUEEZE......just as Mistress had commanded. The entire time, my mindless bimbo brain had continued to be subjected to Mistress's subliminal programming, which only gave me more horny thoughts, and......

i SQUEEZE......just as Mistress had commanded. Oooh, i felt so hot for Mistress....i am her bimbo slut.....i CRAVE to obey...i MUST obey Dominica, and.....

i SQUEEZE.....just as Mistress had commanded. My back is almost flat against the seat of the couch. The lip gloss makes a small sound as my lips part in ecstasy. my hand is now right over the crotch in my bodysuit. my face is very moist from the perfume, and......

i SQUEEZE.....just as Mistress had commanded. i begin to grind my pussy against my hand....the hose rubbing against my hand from both legs, as i feel the moisture. i am SO hot for Mistress.....i need to ......

i SQUEEZE....just as Mistress had commanded. This vicious cycle was driving me insane....as i SQUEEZE......oh, my foot has come off the ottoman......i SQUEEZE.....look at the pretty pictures......i SQUEEZE......i SQUEEZE......i SQUEEZE........i SQUEEZE........i SQUEEZE......

Then i look at my ring...and squeeze....

"i must sit here and wait for Your return, as commanded," i remember.....

i SQUEEZE......

i sit and wait.

i sit and wait.

i sit and wait.

i sit and wait.

When Dominica returns, she finds me laying on the couch, with my head barely lifted up against the back of the couch...my legs have closed around my right hand, trapping it against my encased pussy lips...the entire left side of my face is wet with perfume, and i stare expressionless at the screen in front of me.

"you were a naughty girl, weren't you, My handmaiden?"

"yes Mistress....i HAVE been naughty."

"And have you learned anything today?"

"Yes, Mistress....i learned that Your Will is my will."

"and what about your thoughts, feelings, and desires?"

"Your Will is my will."

"Good girl.....SUGAR...Cum"

i collapse in a sudden wave of unexpected pleasure.....

"you must clean yourself and prepare for dinner....We are having guests tonight, and tonight, you will sit behind me"

"Thank You, Mistress," i reply.

It really is so much better when Dominica thinks for me.....i am so very glad to be her handmaiden......

Handmaiden's Tale

nospam@example.com (handmaiden jessica) — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:01:59 -0500

You have seen me, but you have never noticed me. That is what it means to be a handmaiden. Only now, at the command of Mistress, may i finally tell my story.

It began with a simple night of browsing the web, when i stumbled onto Mistress' website. i found myself almost in a daze as i ordered the first of her MP3 files. i waited anxiously for approval and i found myself checking my email hourly until finally, i received the magic link to my new life. i listened to JESSICA1 four times that day...i found myself reciting SINKER throughout the next few days, instantly getting aroused, CRAVING to hear her voice again. In a very short time, i had ordered the rest of the JESSICA series, and found myself spending many nights in headphones and pantyhose, placing the entire series in a random repeat cycle on the MP3 player, drifting in and out of trance with each recording....CRAVING each word.....truly feeling as mere putty in her hands.

In my waking life, i found myself STROKING my arm...my legs...my neck....each time, STROKING away more and more of my will... i went to purchase a pair of hose...and then another.....and then another....soon, i wasn't even feeling awkward about it....i CRAVED to feel the hose on my legs. i began to try different brands....different styles...then after one night of listening to Mistress' magical voice, i put one pair over another. The feeling was incredible. i put on a third pair...and then a fourth. i nearly collapsed from the intense pleasure. The incredibly soft smooth fabric had such an incredibly tight hold on me....i replayed my favorite JESSICA2 recording, and then something magical happened.

When i woke from trance, it was as if i had never awakened. i looked up to find myself curled up at Mistress' feet, feeling completely satisfied just knowing that Mistress knows what's best for me, and that I MUST OBEY DOMINICA.

i felt a strange and yet familiar pull on my chest, as my small, yet present breasts rose and fell with each breath. my hair caressed the back of my neck as it had never done, and yet had always done....somehow. i looked at myself, and found myself dressed in a most humble uniform. i was wearing two pairs of pantyhose and a long sleeve white seamless bodysuit with a white wrap skirt. On my feet was a pair of slippers, not unlike exercise slippers. I felt a small tickle at my neck.....i felt, and there was a small necklace with a MzD hanging from it.

Scared and yet extremely comfortable, i looked up at Mistress, who smiled as she looked down on me. Her sweet lips parted, and she gave me a simple command...."CUM".

i lost control immediately. i felt the sudden wonderful sensation of surrender. When i regained focus, Mistress spoke to me in the most wonderful voice that i can ever imagine....her voice that night still remains in my mind....

"jessica......jessica......Mistress needs you, jessica. Mistress needs you to fulfill a very special and unique role. SINKER........SINKER........SINKER...................SINKER. That's my babi girl. SINKER.......down to 1000......SUGAR.....quickly down to 1000. That's my babi girl. At 1000 now.....you can still feel the endorphins pumping in that lovely body that I've given you. They are my DRUG. you CRAVE them.....SINKER.....

"As you know, I have many slaves to help me in many different ways. I now invoke my rights to you. You shall serve me as my handmaiden......SUGAR.....you are my handmaiden, aren't you my babi girl?"

"Yes, Mistress, i am your devoted handmaiden," i meekly replied.

With a knowing smile, she continued, "Do you even know what it is to be a handmaiden? Do you sweetie? No, I didn't think so. You are to privately cater to my most private needs. You will help me dress, prepare, and clean. Here, put this on." With that, she offered me a very simple bracelet that appeared silver.

As i put it on, it clicked shut, and i shuddered. Somehow, the bracelet flooded my brain with information. Knowledge from nowhere. In an instant, i immediately knew not only what was expected of me.....but how to do each and every task, as well as when.

i looked up again, and met the magical gaze of Mistress, and felt completely happy. i took my place by her side, slightly behind her, lowering my gaze as is my role. Without even turning to face me, she told me to let the next enter. i activated the remote control to the door that was in her magnificent chair. The doors opened, and another slave entered. i watched and listened, and yet while i knew what was going on, it didn't regard me, so i paid no more attention than was required to listen for my name, or any order that Mistress may give.

From out of nowhere, the words "my boots" came to me with extreme clarity. Knowingly, i obediently stepped back away from the chair to go retrieve her freshly polished boots. Bringing them back to Mistress, i lowered my gaze yet again as i approached. With all the reverence i could muster, i found my way to her feet, where i unstrapped her sandals, and then after gently wiping each foot in turn, placed her foot into a black shiny boot. Upon completing this simple task, i silently retreated to place her sandals on the rack, and then i returned to my position behind her.

Throughout this entire time, her slave was completely unaware of my presence, just as i was unaware of what Mistress was demanding of this devoted servant.

After what appeared to be just a moment (i have since learned that every wait for Mistress is always "just a moment"), Mistress rose and began walking toward the door. Without missing a moment, i opened the door, and silently followed. At the door, i paused. Mistress gave no command, which told me that i was to remain and prepare for her return. After she left, i returned to the shoe rack and retrieved the sandals that i had just removed from her feet and i proceeded to polish them for her. With that task complete, i found my couch, where i curled up, sitting on my feet. i began to look around at the beautiful room around me, but my hands had instinctively returned to an act that by now was automatic, as they proceeded to STROKE my new uniform. my left hand was feeling the incredibly smooth microfiber of the right sleeve of my bodysuit, while my right hand was stroking the silky fabric of the pantyhose on my legs. i felt a shudder, and then found that as far as i could tell, the pantyhose was alive. My legs were vibrating, like the rings from Mistress' first MP3 recording. i had STROKED my will away. There was nothing but Dominica. I MUST OBEY DOMINICA.....MUST OBEY DOMINICA........MUST OBEY DOMINICA........

In just a moment, i arose immediately, and opened the door, approaching with head lowered. Mistress was returning with another slave.....From nowhere, Mistress' magical voice saying "the couch and my robe". Again i felt the endorphins rushing through my body as i obediently retrieved her robe and met her at the couch. Stepping behind her, i opened the robe, to help her put the black silk robe on her most beautiful body. I reached gingerly around her to fasten the tie. As she sat, i removed her boots and put them away, then retreated to my place, while she entertained herself with her slave.

i watched the entire scene, and yet i aborbed none of it.

In just a moment, i was escorting the other slave to the door, and closed it behind her as she left to fulfill her duties. Mistress then spoke again directly at me...

"I knew that you would like your new life......as if you had a choice in this. SUGAR.....CUM" As she said this, the orgasm hit me so strongly and so suddently, that i couldn't remain standing. i collapsed to the floor in a heap of burning feminine heat. Still panting, i glanced toward her beautiful feet, and Mistress continued....

"That's my babi doll. You MUST OBEY DOMINICA. I am so very pleased with you....I am very pleased with my work in you. You have taken your training seriously, and that will be rewarded. You shall remain with me until I tire of you as my handmaiden. I know that you won't let me tire of you...."

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It has now been two years since i have first fallen under Mistress' spell. i remain as utterly enchanted as i ever have been. For our second anniversary, Mistress has commanded that i tell my tale, and now that it is told, i return to my true calling as her most devoted......

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